Boat Commanded by a Conductor, Possibly Misguided Black ink drawing by Raewyn Alexander |
Can
you choose who's a terrible driver in a crowded room?
That leather
jacket rebel-type, or the arrogant figure in the expensive outfit? But
you don't know for sure until you're in the car, and they're hurtling
around corners at speed in the rain. You white knuckled, grip your
seat, yelling, “Slow down.”
They
perhaps shout, “Ha, get over yourself.”
You
realise you can't google 'escape from a moving car', because your
fingers holding on are locked in place with fright.
Long,
medium, short or no hair, be they male, female, trans, genderqueer...
anyone may behave badly. But some extremists wreck as a life-style.
Children
bully too, so do tweens, teens, and adults.
What's
accidental? What's forgivable? When is something not acceptable? We
ask such questions every day in difficult circumstances, sometimes we
get the answer wrong, or we do not know what to do to stop someone
hurting someone else.
Relationships
can start out fine, (and some people feel like they've attained
perfection). But taking time before declaring your undying devotion
means your eyes and brain are open.
Decide
what you'll always say no to well in advance. Stick to that - make
boundaries clear.
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Wait
to see their dark side, anyway, surely, it'll appear eventually. No
one's perfect, especially people who think they are and behave like
they're unassailable.
Anyway,
travelling together along life's byways, (rather than a fast road),
you could realise something's wrong. Is it only a mistake, and
everyone makes those? Or, you could be misunderstanding them. Sure.
But
sometimes it's like quicksand, a gluey mess, an extremely dangerous
fix. You're in trouble.
A
friend, I'll call them Lee, they were held hostage as a youngster for
a long time, then rescued and given therapy. The details are terrible
but now, their life-long aim, Lee insists, is to
get more people to focus on abusers, and how they set things to hurt
others. Lee also wants to help develop decent solutions.
What
to do so these criminals don't offend again?
People
hurt, the victims are too often damaged later again over and over in media
frenzies, in court cases, by unthinking people close to them. The general public may want to know horrible descriptions like they're entertainment, but they're awful things that happened to a real person. That victim deserves better.
So Lee
and I are on this quest to call attention to those who do harm,
instead, the abusers.
Amaryllis lilies - consider lilies of the field, they neither sow nor do they reap, but they seem more splendid than a king - (paraphrasing Luke 12.27) |
How to improve? Well, many savvy people, couples, business partners, educators etc can work through trouble in various ways. A gym membership for example, to at least try for the same muscle tone all round, can help a relationship by improving everyone's fitness. Inner well being's like that too. In therapy, or formalised one-on-one "relationship meetings", people may sort out difficulties for a smoother time together. Deliberately seeking to understand ourselves and others, the bottom line being as kind as possible, proves a change for the better in some manner. This positive effort may also show up anyone hurtful, and all people affected may figure answers, model how to change behaviour to improve, call in an expert.... Such moves to get along could use outside help, (google for ideas, or ask a phone line counsellor, or doctor).
Behaviour,
(it's important to remember), reveals who hurtful people are in any
case. Watch what people do, analyse their actions, are they truthful, are they kind, do they fit the situation? If not why not? Would they mind being asked polite questions? Do you know anyone who knows them and who could illuminate you about their behaviour?
What they say is not so important. Lying is often easy to any abuser.
Look out for what people actually do, before you make up your mind
what they are like, overall. Do they lie and let others down, often? That's a red flag warning. Do they behave hugely differently for many different people, as if play-acting the whole time? Again, can be a warning sign, false behaviour could hide hurtful acts, manipulations, even crimes. Do they break the law and try to make you laugh about it? That's a real warning sign, they could be gradually getting you used to more and more dangerous transgressions. Can they say sorry easily and are they usually kind and polite? This may be an act, but respect for others is a good sign, wait to see if it's real. Do they fly into sudden rages and make you fearful? Have they done this after being kind and loving for quite some time, then suddenly you find out their temper is fearsome? This, sadly too, may be a warning sign of worse to come.
The
best move is to look to yourself, anyway. Identifying an abuser is
important, definitely, but that's your decision, your insights,
discussions with others and so on.
An outside view changes everything. Ask a trusted friend or professional what they think.
An outside view changes everything. Ask a trusted friend or professional what they think.
Maybe
you are worried about hurting others yourself? That can feel
awful, shameful, and then other unwanted emotions can surface. Sadness and
guilt may stop anyone acting to change, because people can ignore
their own feelings, repress and suppress them.
But you may instead treat this feeling of wanting to hurt others like an illness. Get
help. Research behaviour online, literally google the actions that someone does, or google what you do and feel. Or ask a phone counsellor like Lifeline or
Youthline, or an organisation like Shine, Age Concern, (or CADS, or
AA, or NA if substance abuse is a concern), or go and see someone. Find
yourself some time and info.
Discover
small things you can easily do at first. Simple steps are fine to begin with, improving home-life or where you work, and to learn to pick what you
want every day more carefully. Priorities need to be identified like - good health, mental, emotional, and physical well being, to have satisfying work, live within your means, make good associations with others, wherever possible be truthful, and be kind to yourself and others.
Some of those choices can mean you no longer see some people.
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Sometimes to instigate a change, a person simply believes they may learn better. Then like with prayer, positive
thinking's a new direction already, and encourages better choices. “Something will come along,” as The
Beatles so often said at the start of their musical career, according to their recent biography, (by the way, an excellent read).
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Maybe the trouble's not a crash bang situation, where someone gets hit, or screamed at. But what matters is how you feel and think, what's your inner music like? If you feel confused and scared, why has this heavy metal madness appeared? What do you need to remove, to make it stop? Is it enough to only talk about it?
Always have somewhere else to go, if you have to leave anywhere. Always carry taxi money. Always tell friends and flatmates, family, where you are going and how long you'll be there, more or less.
If you're in a situation where people are suddenly leaving you, or have done before, perhaps ask yourself why. Get help to maintain better relationships from friendly experts like Home and Family Counselling.
Or if you try to
upset people and get a kick from it, why do you do that? Is pain and hurt amusing to you? Do the other people consent to that? Do they really?
Confusion may
cloud our daily performance. A tough move towards deciding how you
feel, in a fog.
Ring someone like Lifeline and discuss the issue with them, or Shine are an organisation working against violent behaviour. Google them or the links are up further in this blog.
The
person hurting you could be someone you love and want to keep seeing,
so bring out the violins, it's sad, yes, truly even if I sound flippant. Writing all this is quite a strain, believe me. Anyway, once you've accepted the shock, the sadness, get as far away from them as possible. Later you may reconcile with a professional's assistance, but safety first is important.
Or
you hurting someone you love is a whole terrible bunch of bum notes. Isn't it time to play a better song? We may all learn other ways to behave, finer, more rewarding, healthier.
Hope exists.
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Wonderful, telling a trusted friend your worries, that helps. The relief you
experience may be glorious too, like finding a conductor for your own orchestra. Various support agencies like Shine, Youthline, Women's Refuge, and others researched at your local Citizen's Advice Bureau can assist in excellent, easy ways.
Then
the abuser seems less powerful, simply.
But it may take years to recover, and some people remain co-dependent, unable to leave the place where the trouble happened, unable to forget the one who did them harm. Or they stay with that abuser even at the cost of their own health, sometimes their life.
But it may take years to recover, and some people remain co-dependent, unable to leave the place where the trouble happened, unable to forget the one who did them harm. Or they stay with that abuser even at the cost of their own health, sometimes their life.
But the lucky and the strong, the fortunate and the supported, the brave and the resilient, we may cry or laugh about the awful past and let it go, at least some of it.
Relaxing, easier to think when we've escaped and talked it over.
Strategies then build for change, to be safer, happier, more
productive, like learning to play an instrument you never knew you
could own. It doesn't mean the music's fabulous straight away but changing your life is an education.
Obviously a few bad examples exist too. Some celebrities hide behind fame and behave badly. Any cool-seeming man or woman can also lead a
double life. Maybe they're a local sports club star with a team
of friends, or a kind-seeming parent who helps out at school, and so
on, but quite the opposite at home, or at work, or in private where they hurt others.
Anyone
recognising a switcheroo pattern needs help. It's also called a Jekyll
and Hyde personality, like having two different people in the same body, (or sometimes
more).
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Clearly disturbed and unsuccessful individuals also exist. But the obvious rude idiot, or drunk, or crazed P-addict, or someone grumpy or unpredictable, they're not the only type who may hurt and malign others.
In fact,
the most obviously strange or individualistic people may not be
harmful. Just being different to the main crowd is not always a bad sign as far as harming others goes.
It's
like looking behind the scenes at a show too, we could say. Many people only want to see what's on stage, not behind the action.
Some say, “None of my
business,” when you share a worry. Maybe with no idea how to help,
they turn off talking with you. But family and friends could prove helpful. Taking you
out more often may be enough, off to the movies or a park, giving emotional support, or
you could do this for a troubled someone. Simply walking as exercise lifts the spirits, after all.
No
need for a grand hero riding in and saving the day with dramatic
moves, when unable to think of something smart, or feeling scared for yourself.
Simply asking someone if they're okay and
meaning it creates a light of hope. A true smile can make someone
else feel cared for too, including strangers. Goodness brightens a day.
Courage takes many forms, and sometimes small decent acts change destinies
for the better. Staying upbeat and polite may be an act of bravery.
Also,
seriously, who wants to get all fired up on a story, alone? Acting to help someone when you're badly informed may make matters worse.
A thief may be found with fingerprints at the scene or goods in their
possession. Then too, evidence may be left like an attacker's DNA, clothing, or eye witnesses to describe wrong-doing.
But they're difficult enough to prove, those cases.
Abuse however may seem merely
tattle-tale from behind closed doors, and perhaps the accused has a
great public image, more impressive than any bad news?
No physical evidence either with emotional and psychological damage to the victim, or when bruises or injuries have gradually disappeared. Some physical violence is also planned to not show any marks, but internal injuries and fearfulness can result, bad dreams, anxieties, nervous conditions like shingles, also, and other ailments.
No physical evidence either with emotional and psychological damage to the victim, or when bruises or injuries have gradually disappeared. Some physical violence is also planned to not show any marks, but internal injuries and fearfulness can result, bad dreams, anxieties, nervous conditions like shingles, also, and other ailments.
I've
only mentioned that word a few times above, the v-word. We're talking
about abusers, not those they hurt so much, not
victims. Aiming to see abusers noticed, described, and hopefully
changed or at least diverted properly is quite possible, and it's been done
already.
Like
any sneak, abusers hide, (but may be found). They also lie, cheat,
dodge and weave. Identified as predators, we see them coming, and get
away or stop them like they're monsters in a story.
Or we learn to control
ourselves if we're causing trouble. Stop creating scared people, and think what you may change in your own behaviour.
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Wilful blindness doesn't help much either, except for letting nasties get
away with mess-making, with hurting, and to fool ourselves nothing's going on. Stop pretending things are fine when they are not. It could be a massive issue or something personal. Ignoring it will not make it disappear.
What's odd? Ask why. What makes you think twice about where you work or live? Why? Who's not well, or not paying attention, or furious, or scary, or...? Ask a professional for assistance.
Those who deliberately hurt others need to seek help to change, too.
What's odd? Ask why. What makes you think twice about where you work or live? Why? Who's not well, or not paying attention, or furious, or scary, or...? Ask a professional for assistance.
Those who deliberately hurt others need to seek help to change, too.
Anyone who hurts others needs to be out of circulation, given therapy until they improve, as often and as much as
possible. It does not matter how much strength, (power), money, fame, or responsibility they have, if they're abusive they need to be taken away and some help must be given to them to enable them to change.
Live a better tale, rewrite it, why not?
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Some of us
love horror movies, but we don't want to live in one.
Vandals who
mess about with property, or shouty workmates who terrorise everyone
except the boss, (who never sees them screaming), or the passive
aggressive close talker, who smells awful too, jabbering on even when
you say you have to go....
Countless people suffer indignities and
worse at some point. But we don't want more ruin, an escalation, or
other damaging people to appear.
When discussing danger, it's like bad
dreams have appeared in everyday life, and we can superstitiously feel like
we could attract more trouble just mentioning a problem. The boogey man comes out of the book
to stomp around the room. “Speak of the devil...” a jokey remark
if a friend appears whom you've just been talking about. So, mentioning people who hurt others, could make them turn up at the door?
We may over-react in fear. Fear stops us acting well, at times. It can shut us up too.
We may over-react in fear. Fear stops us acting well, at times. It can shut us up too.
Silence
and inaction can be 'read', they're interpreted anyway. A hurtful person
could then feel like no one cares what they do, or that others support
their horrible acts, if no one speaks against them.
Good and evil play out in life and stories, but
we need better narratives where good wins more often.
Now
with domestic violence, (child and spousal abuse) as one of our most
pressing problems, we're talking about horrible acts. Getting angry
and saying to lock them up, full-stop is a solution? But what about other
trouble-makers also appearing from the same situations the latest
batch, (now caught), appeared from? How to switch that to a better way?
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Schools offer kapa haka, cultural active-events, sport, dance, performance, martial arts... to let off steam and develop citizenship. Children then less likely to run amuck, not encouraged to make hurting others a habit.
Any long-term
crime, that's a dangerous habit. Stuck on the same page in a book, and it's like forgetting how to read.
An instigator maybe thrilled when they hurt someone else, as if starring in a hard-out story, power-tripping. Otherwise they're a kind of empty shell, or a seething mess,
or.... A mania for harm in them anyway, so finer moves are desperately needed.
Anti-bullying programmes work with peer groups trained to recognise
gang leaders, to disrupt nasty behaviour. They turn fellow students
around. This also is adaptable for elsewhere.
How to keep ourselves safe?
How to teach someone to love?
How to teach someone whom we despise,
to love others?
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Anyone may be slightly anti-social at times, unfair a moment, or all full of themselves after a win, or someone may rage under pressure in a disaster.... Maybe we talked too loud a while, or forgot our good manners in a rush. Perfection's not the aim, though, we're not fairy story characters who think we're completely excellent.
Anyone who wants no others as good or better than them, they're usually baddies.
A too-perfect
image hides terrible behaviour? Could be. What do those perfectly turned out people see in their
magic mirror?
Perhaps you're too alarmed to think about their slippery
strangeness?
Okay so your sixth
sense is turned on, eyes open, your brain's engaged, and you can see that behaviour reveals a wrong-doer, in time.
We may go along with bad things a while but then escape them, too. The woodsman who
took Snow White into the forest to be killed, in the ancient story, he left her there instead.
He disobeyed the evil queen, secretly.
We may also choose not to go
along with demands - a small alteration or a private decision. Carefulness keeps us safe.
Someone
vulnerable like a child, (Snow White was not that old), or a person
who's ill, or an old person whom you see, they're being unfairly treated? Sidestep
where possible like the woodsman did, if you can. Simply talking
about this to yourself, like your own best friend, can change the
situation for the better too. Write down what you've seen and know. Think what to do next. Then ask for guidance from someone trusted.
Word
power focuses thinking, ideas bloom from decision,
actions, and change. The flame of knowledge so warming.
Doing
only what you can is fine.
Go
to a place you find easy to be, (the woodsman probably felt more
clear-thinking in his familiar forest).
Evil queens love to show off
their power, so avoiding them is wise where possible, too.
Yes,
so, don't like what you see? Change something for good, even a small act of decency is better than nothing.
Every kind act works wonders which you may not see, but kindness is its own reward. Behave well towards others and you feel better for it too.
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For
instance, this old friend of mine offered to let someone park in
their driveway and use their kitchen and bathroom, while sleeping in
their car. Imagine how good it would feel to have someone you didn't
know offer to assist you in this way. Then the person offering also feels they've changed someone's misfortune a little. They make a new contact, and maybe soon figure out together some better
solution to the issue of the person sleeping in the car.
Someone
else I know used to let people sleeping on the street outside her
second-hand place, sleep on the floor of her shop at night, instead.
Now they've set up a homeless trust to assist people into housing.
But
then too, it seems our own government and its agencies can be
abusers. This is only one story, (below) about someone's troubles with state
housing, there are many more like this too. Join the facebook group
Save our State Homes
here https://www.facebook.com/groups/233483516845350/
Please
take some time to read this and think, what kind of country do you
want to live in? How will you vote this coming election? Please
don't let it be for the people who support travesties and abuse.
To Whom it May Concern,
I'm a state house tenant, I've been in this house 17 years, I'm physically disabled and able to work from home, I don't receive any other government assistance, partly by choice because I need to feel that I contribute to society. If I lost this house I wouldn't be able to work and inevitably I would end up on a benefit. HNZ twice served me with a notice to vacate that I believed was in breach of the Residential Tenancies Act and the Tenancy Tribunal agreed, on both occasions. I am privileged in that I know how the system works and the same system that can evict a tenant can protect that tenant.
I thank the foresight of the first Labour Government who established the Department of Housing Construction in 1936 and I am a direct recipient of that first wave of residential construction some 70 - 75 years ago.
As the state houses have become vacant in my area, no time is wasted before that house is on the market, thus taking the state house from its lofty perch as the answer to all questions of social value to a deconstructed, demolished and debauched housing policy where the only value these great assets of the people are to this government are as cashflow to pay down interest.
It's a national disgrace and I feel guilty that I have a roof over my head every night and that is just wrong.
Sincerely,
R....
(Name with-held for obvious reasons).
We're in a position to create a better country by voting these abusers in office now, out. They're identified as abusers by how they behave. How can you support them?
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