Our Mother Flew Unassisted

Please feel free to read the poetry on the link below, selected from the over 60 pages in my manuscript and give your opinion. It's taken me over five years to write this work.

There are just a few pieces there. The last poem someone just said, '...is a gem.'

Take a moment to leave a comment, I really value your opinion. Thank-you.



http://www.worthyofpublishing.com/chapter.asp?chapter_ID=114583

Thus Virginia Passes

by James Browning Kepple (pretend Genius press)

ISBN 978-0-9852133-2-9 review by Raewyn Alexander

 

The title put me in mind of someone on a train, travelling through the state of Virginia and watching it flow by the locomotive until that particular landscape was gone. Intrigued, but mistaken, I read at first to find out why this book was titled this way and also, because I've long enjoyed the poetry of this inventive, original and startling young writer. We've discussed writing and each others work online for many years, as colleagues, and devotees of literature.

Kepple follows in the tradition of language poets, taking English or really, American and making of it what he wishes. He reclaims language as an individual, to the extent that some readers with pedantic leanings may be shocked or horrified. This upset is calculated and focussed for the most part, creating a kind of blueprint for a new, more hopeful way of life, we could say. Kepple's talent is also such that he persuades the reader to keep on, entertainment ensues amongst other pleasures as rich, engaging and varied as anyone could wish, even if sometimes this collection is overwhelming or wildly odd.

The poetry is arranged into three parts. The poems mainly flow on one from the other without the end of the page being taken up with white space, after each piece. Where white page space appears it adds to the meaning or tone of the poem, rather than standing as a long-held and rather extravagant convention of traditional formatting. 

The introduction by Kim Goransson warns the reader this collection could seem like too much at times. But I, for the most part, delighted in how Kepple discards an overly precious approach to poetry, and instead relishes the chance to allow the appearance of the written word to work in curious, revolutionary ways, while also paying respect to language. Genuine humanity is evident in this verse and a startlingly recognisable, flawed appearance, without a trace of laziness or pretense. (Although laziness and pretense do exist in fact, and these poems do make that clear, with much else besides). 

There were times however when I felt lost, disturbed and horribly alone, then the writing drew me back to a place of relative safety or at least, familiarity so I felt I could continue in good heart. Drama and particularly tragedy carries many verses well.

Word-play, once a reader realises it's there, is at times truly hilarious, or rather thought-provoking and undercuts many assumptions, with elan.

'I tell her I'm hungry

ask, or is that to caveman'

                                   - from The Lost Art of Seduction

This maintains a double meaning, a sense of what the line would mean with 'too' and continues a persuasive thrust, which is quite possibly to get some food from this girl, from her 'to caveman', also by the way cleverly admitting his bluntness, and negating simplicity. Subtly shocking syntax also destroying the idea that people who cannot spell 'correctly' or use grammar 'properly' are stupid, since he's using those 'errors' to be truly clever, subtle and amusing.

Sometimes Kepple uses the word its to show something belongs to something else more than it is, could ever possibly explain.

'but its cold behind iron, and I need you to forge

for its trivial us in such assertions'

                                      - from I just got out of jail baby

He does this with interchanging 'your' and you're' and also, 'then' and 'than' as well, along with other small, often taken-for-granted words which are sprinkled about, a garnish of diversion or a twist to cause reflection; a swerve in meaning. But occasionally it seems the mis-spellings are to show a kind of a person, a character, there is no subtle word play I can figure.

'and I pass her up wishing I wasnt so cheap

I suppose its a matter of money these encounters,'

                                    - from occidental street love

My first impression of the book, after galloping through it reading the collection entirely in three days was, it seemed sexy. Not that there is anything much erotic in the words themselves to any large degree, even if some intimacy is mentioned, but the maturity, strength and intelligence inherent in this poetry, along with its wry and also blatant humour impressed me so much. Other saphiosexual readers could find this work affects them the same way, intelligence can be so stirring. 

An exhilarating sense of a real person fully engaged with language and what it can do for them also emerges, a man revealing himself and risking hurt, then also, Kepple reveals so much while he obscures himself in some kind of camouflage too. This poetry is a statement about the need to disguise one's intelligence in these times, perhaps, but showing off to those who 'get it', and also including them? There's some camaraderie involved here. 

TVP got to me. Every time I thought I could define it, the writing slipped into another gear, or changed its tone and diversionary tactics, or just enthralled me. A collection with more to it than what appears at first. The alarming last section certainly creates various brain storms and mind fevers. My eyes wide with something close to terror by the end, (which as it happens is not quite the finish at all, another surprise appears even there). 

Extreme states are going out of fashion in art, we could say, except for extreme price tags on fine art or what we could call cheek, (in American they say, sass). We are told in everyday life, in countless often banal ways to calm down and carry on, to contemplate the intellectual rather than indulge the emotional, and to divide ourselves into easily recognisable groups for familiarity and comfort. This all subtly done through the way art is presented as an elite practise, and in its contemporary content being cynically clear or ironically observed, often expensive and for only the highly educated, and therefore quite exclusionary. Some mystery permissible as long as it is so sophisticated it has to be accepted as true, without explanations dared to be asked for. Thus Virginia Passes as a collection does pay some respect to that mindset, it has wisdom and is of this time, (despite some curiously old-fashioned turns of phrase), while the writing also determines we need more than coralling or discipline, more than a society of knowing winks and nods, more than brutality dressed in the finest manner to make it seem acceptable. We need to feel deeply and explore our existence fearlessly in order to truly, best live and learn, much of Kepple's writing appears to show this, convincingly. 

The poetry is not as distancing and obtuse as some other recent verse by more traditional or less risky poets, it does not pretend it's from somewhere unattainable for most people. Although so idiosyncratic at times it does appear unfathomable on first reading in places, I later decided it was like a wild animal sporting and celebrating itself, beautifully, for its own sake, in places which suit the particular topic or tone.

I found Kepple eskewing 'the' was often annoying or unnecessary, although this telegramesque, truncated language suits the break-neck pace of some of his work. This device does eventually appear as his genuine voice too, but sometimes the omission distracts from some beautiful, unexpected line which follows.

'a troubled troubador

lashed about

on train seat

she can walk

like fallen

plastic on my

feet'

                                    - from train poem #43

Possibly however, that's one of his points, beauty exists obscured by the furious speed we seem to think we are going, time poor and distracted.

Kepple's writing sweeps along with grand gestures and surprising, momentous images too, often illustrating contemporary issues along with time-tested, vital concerns. The symbolism in some poetry could take a reader many readings and some research to understand, while on the surface there's a definite narrative thread as well, satisfying to an extent.

'We need incensed sacrifice and summonings to protect us

For the earth has grown weary of our consumptive material

                    identity,

It is past time that its fruits spiritual will go stolen unnoticed,'

                                     - from A Prelude to Ophiuchus

Differently sized type-faces, some tricky word placements, three sections called in order of appearance - Book I: Thus Virginia Passes, Book II: Harlem Blues, Book III: Herald, (the most experimental verse), and no page numbers, we're reminded throughout that this is not any usual book of poetry. That even if it does echo some other writers' allusions and literary times past, in some regard. 

The unexpected in a tailor-made, avant-garde suit, if I had to explain Thus Virginia Passes in an image. Daring, considered, gloriously individual and with many twists, turns and puzzles, this first major collection by James Browning Kepple is recommended. I must admire his bravery, quite apart from his obvious talent and labour. We need more writers prepared to register publicly who they really are along with a plea for privacy and respect, while at the same time saying something else entirely. Then we remember what matters and grow inspired to stretch ourselves to trust in our own experience and intelligence, our own feelings.

Words carefully chosen in the best order, indeed.

I'm happiest most when

starving unconcerned

and building fires, do not

monitor me please 

http://stores.pretendgenius.com/Detail.bok?no=39 

 

it starts with a colour

Prussian blue. Entirely the colour of a night sky without stars or moon. The interior of a wooden box, ruched velvet under the lid, this dark blue. Then the box closes. Polished wood, rubbed with wax; oak, golden and plainly finished, square-edged. Two, small, rather tarnished brass hinges at the back, a little curly but not much, four tiny nails in each one.

There could be something in the box.

The box sits on a shelf in a large room with enormous, picture windows along two sides. The view outside is of trees broad and deep to the horizon and they're not too close, but near. No branches encroach, they're just there, tall, lovely, dark, mainly a deep green and then in the background some lighter green, birch perhaps. 

The house is on a hill, (it's not just a room). 

In the valley below something sparkles. When anyone opens a window along that northern side where the most sun appears in this hemisphere, the water below which races along fast and clean, a river sends up the play of itself. The sound of rushing water carries when there's no wind.

The future looks this way to me.

We live there.

This day in time to come I sit on a long, rather retro-acid-green sofa, reclining really. The book in my lap is open at about the middle and I read at my usual pace, pages turning every few minutes. You're across the room on a recliner made of wood, lattice and some kind of black, polished stuff in the middle. It's like a sun-lounger but for inside. Curves follow and support your head, neck, back, backside, legs slightly bent and feet, relaxed. You have a flattish dark yellow pillow behind your head and a book open in your hands. 

 The room is mainly golden, figured wood and the floors are polished, the ceiling is the same but not shiny and it's flat, quite high. Shelves where the box sits are paler wood and stretch to the walls on each side of the raw white and grey stone surrounded fireplace. A pair of black, carved birds are on the other side opposite the box. They're like two swans but also perhaps they could be another kind of bird; coy and elegant, apart with a closeness about them too.

One wall in the room is entirely full of books. They're facing the longest set of windows, (which have special glass to screen out harmful UV rays). A black ladder stands in the corner, attached to a rail at the top of the bookshelves so it can be moved along; we can easily fetch books down from our library.

In the middle of the room but over to the side is a globe of the world in a wooden stand. It's so large I cannot put my hands and arms all the way around it. Sometimes I turn the globe and trace where I have been, where I want to go. Or I stand there with my palm upon it, a little sad because no one travels far any more unless they absolutely have to. New, light-weight, ecologically-sound solar cells for long-distance travel, faster than we've been permitted lately are almost ready to be used widely, but not quite yet. 

 Through a door near this globe is the kitchen. It's utilitarian, lots of stainless steel we recycled, and some dark reddish rimu panelling from an old pub. A few perky nonsense things here and there, my penchant for kitsch hasn't really ever left me. A ceramic cat with wide-eyes holds string which appears from its smiley mouth for instance, and a few tins from the 1950s display brightly coloured birds. Your collections line the windowsills, too.

A couple of cat toys lie on the floor, by the sink bench. A bright orange ball, along with a red and green and purple pretend-mouse.

The house is clean but not too orderly. It's warm but not stuffy. We've lived here a while now in the future; planted many of the trees outside and watched them grow. Our neighbours planted others. The world is covered in almost as many trees now, as it had when human beings first appeared on the planet. The future has appeared and it's better, this is in ten or 20 years from now, from 2013.
 
Today is the day when we do not speak. To anyone. Especially not to each other. Everyone, more or less, takes on these Silent Days now. We can choose the day not to speak, for ourselves. We chose Wednesday, by a random ballot. 

At the letterbox there is a sign. It's a stylised drawing of a person looking out, their eyes open, their ears are clearly drawn, they have a nose but no mouth. This is so people who call in will know, we will not speak to them even if they desperately need us to, on this day. A pad and paper is by the front door and a gadget given to us for Xmas by well-meaning techie friends, it's like an etch-a-sketch. We can do drawings or write words if we need to answer someone. Usually, when people see that sign on a shop or house they simply do not call in there that day.

So it goes and we with it. O yes, time still exists and does not exist, but there were are in times yet to arrive, growing older.

On Wednesdays we each read and sometimes write, one of us cooks and we both eat together in the evening. During the day on mute time we fend for ourselves for meals. The very first day ever that we didn't speak, we made a few mistakes and exclaimed, or started to mention a thought we had. Words escaped us without thought. So we paid the penalty and went an extra 'silent' day and then, another until we did get through one day entirely without talking.

Some noise criminals do exist, that's what they're called. People discuss whether there could be noise meters put into houses, but no one ever wants to take the conversation further. Maybe one day someone will manufacture a kind of talk 'watch-dog' beeper, but at the moment it's more like a voluntary exercise.

Mostly, people love the opportunity to be silent, strangely, if we are to believe the reports. They would not've thought of it themselves perhaps, but when the Silent Day law appeared and was promoted so well, a majority took it on and found they enjoyed themselves. This meant the practise received excellent word-of-mouth, and we're here now reading quietly, in a kind of blur of joy.

It seemed the easiest way to reduce consumption world-wide. When people do not have an easy way to communicate, we are less likely to make plans to buy things, do things, go places, travel, so this new day of rest assisted in the changes we had to make, (or die). We are not permitted any access to the internet or telephones on our silent day either, our online profiles and the answer-phone have messages regarding this on them.

It was during one of these silent days that someone devised a way for hemp to be grown widely and used for so much, nowadays. They planned this beautifully. Governments everywhere could not resist their rhetoric. Many changes have appeared due to this one day, world-wide set aside for intropection, mutual respect and rest.

Now and then here in the future I look across at you reading and occasionally, you look up and catch me regarding you. Sometimes we smile. Today, we just look at each other as if we are wild animals who do not know how to laugh or smile, we just look into each other, deeply. If we were buildings ourselves, constructions, you could say we look into the rooms of our skulls, right to the back where our darknesses dwell, and we just take it all in and accept each other's mystery, even not knowing what's there. 

Silent days produce moments like this. Rewards are infinite after the initial emotional shock and awe. Sometimes we ignore each other too of course, but this level of intimacy only occurs with certain peculiar circumstances. Or at least, they were strange situations once, these days of no talking, but now this way of life is common. That even if every day is still quite different to the next and the world holds so much beauty we each could pass out from its monumental and delicate aspects, if we were hero and heroine in a 19th century novel. Instead, we're two artists in the early 21st century, getting old together and carefully tending our love as if it too was a tree.

Perhaps love is a tree.

So much of what we've grown together is hidden and nutures us from places we know little about, as if we have root systems hidden beneath the earth. Much else is showy and beautiful, we flourish and bloom. Natural aspects are admired and accepted, human beings are widely spoken of as part of the natural world now, not apart from it. People living as a part of nature was a common belief in many indigenous cultures, the rest of us just caught up with them, to a large degree.

Long silences and many days apart often occur. Trees too appear to be alone. Some now think they were communicating with us all along, to encourage more careful, apt planting and respect.

We're each, in our case, as idiosyncratic and stubborn as an explorer or adventurer may appear. Those highly motivated and imaginative people who may've written their own life story and boosted myth-making; certain they're doing something that deserves attention, perhaps also magnifying their feats to make it difficult for others to follow in their footsteps. We're akin to them. Not that we mind admiration or emulation, we're just protective of our branches and leaves, our fruits and flowers, the shape and size of this living yet abstract thing we've created in a nowhere place, where nothing rules, and imaginary numbers count our years together. Anniversaries are like embroidered mathematical equations.

My day of silence has produced this piece of writing. It appeared to me in a half-waking dream this morning. After exercise and a good breakfast, I've written this down and it's for you like everything I ever create is for you. Hemmingway said we write our best work when we're in love so I decided to stay in love for all the rest of my days, all my work springs from love and labour and talent. It's not enough to simply please myself although I must always do that first. Then, I think, daring to put this out there into the world and hoping it is the best possible, editing and polishing so it is worthy of you makes me a better writer, perhaps a better person even if we are all always flawed and imperfectly divine, no matter what we may pretend otherwise. 

We're as good as we make each other, and our love fills in the cracks, mended with light again, fighting the good fight forever, on into the nowhere with something green.

Inside the box? The hinged wooden box with Prussian blue lining, what was in there? What do you think? What would be something you'd keep in the safest, most beautiful place you could? What is the most treasured and valuable anything anywhere any time? 

Our box is empty except for the deep blue lining. Nothing does not exist but we treasure it. Perhaps too amongst this is the understanding that deep blue sadness is valuable, doubts have a place, nothing is perfect but we need to keep sorrow and worry  as small and enclosed as possible, or we'd entropy. We prefer movement, love staying alive, well, making the world green again. Mystery and not knowing deserve acknowledgement, nevertheless, imagination and invention we love as much as we love anything or anyone else.

But what will you place inside your treasure chest?

Time travel exists. You've seen the future. Now make it so. 

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This is a picture of Bjork the singer, song-writer and performer, as a tree or many trees. Visionary.

 This is a picture of hemp, (below) and a list of its possible uses. While I do not condone the use of anything illegal, this plant has the capability of producing enormous benefits to human beings and that is why it is posted here. It needs to be made legal and used as described.

We Must Stop Them

 Today I read this -


"It is true. All of us ordinary, annoying, scared, crazily 

hopeful people are called upon to fight, together, the greatest 

 fight in human history....The fight is simple: to keep a planet 

 we can live on....Given an alternative, hey, who wouldn't 

 choose clean burning energy? But the fossil fuel industry -- 

 giant and complex -- has blocked alternative energy. The 

 fossil fuel industry, all of the oil companies -- Chevron, 

 Exxon, BP, Shell, etc., have decided that immediate profit is 

 more important than a world.

 

We have to stop them."

 
This is a great blog, please read it.

http://birchbarkbooks.com/_blog/Birchbark_Blog/post/Back_to_Real/

Friendship and Empty Rooms

Some kind of moody rock and roll plays on the radio. A man singing aaahhh, whaaaa, and about building the future, guitars strumming, a loose steady beat. Sounds like people singing on a wharf at sunset but without the red sky at night, it could rain tomorrow. He says he's been waiting there so long....

The music puts me in mind of friends far away. We have a spare room here if anyone ever wants to visit. Meanwhile, I have stored various things in there for our next garage sale in February. Selling things you do not want from your front garden, garage, carport... is a wonderful way to meet the neighbours, lovely recycling and it's easy to weed, prune and plant while also flogging off unwanted items. This next garage sale, a friend from across the road and I plan to collaborate. If you want to sell anything too, let me know and drop it off here. Come along and sell it yourself on the day or donate to the recycling cause.

The music's playing on, it sounds so surf-like, rolling water.

Whenever I think of large bodies of water now I think of the Pacific Ocean. The months it took my ancestors to sail over here from France on the Comte de Paris, and on the Lady Jocelyn from England. After my own, (cruise) ship voyage across the Pacific I can see how adventurous they were to travel here. The Comte de Paris is shown below. It looks so small, think of those sails flapping in strong winds, tearing, having to be repaired on board.  The four or five metre swells they may've encountered, higher than my house, dips and troughs of massive water. What friendships they must've created in the stress and excitement.

http://libeau-family.org/comte-de-paris-descendants

My ancestor stopped at Napolean's grave on the way and took cuttings of willows there. He planted them along the Avon River in Christchurch.  They grow there to this day. Francois Leleivre saw the wisdom of planting trees and so did my grandmother on the other side of the family.  Her father, a Ward from Worthing, England sailed out here with six children and his wife, then rode on horseback up the North Island to find land. They planted oaks there, near Cambridge, North Island, NZ,  and called the place The Oaks. It is now owned by another family but those oak trees flourish on the hill round the house.

On my parents' property they planted many fruit trees, a kowhai on the lawn, and my grandmother had already planted trees on their place over the road. She then went along the private road behind their place and put trees all along there. I grew up thinking trees were a normal and necessary part of life. Their sighing and strange movements in the wind on dark nights were supposed to make me run, run, run for the lit back door and safety in our house. Their lovely greening in spring or year round colour fitted the world so well, and when I climbed them those trees provided a sanctuary from a world of talk, people, neatness and duties. Trees have their own kind of order. The rough and smooth and flourish of them inspires and intrigues. Close to a tree, I always feel calmer, belief in the world's goodness is easier there.

We need more trees if this world is to be a decent place for human beings to live. Find a place in your heart for giving to others, you'll also find more happiness than is possible any other way. Give trees to Australia, they really need them. Also, if we pay for trees every time we travel then we are paying to soak up the carbon we produce in that jet plane, boat, car or train. It's a fine thing to take responsibility for our own mess. The more trees we plant too, the more likely the weather extremes will lessen, the more likely human beings could survive with a reasonable quality of life.

Trees mean human survival.

I've so far bought trees for Australia to cover the cost of my trip to America and back, and also, a collection of plantings for a place up North in NZ, for a long car trip I did recently. Those are both documented on this blog. If you google 'trees for travel' there are many links to investigate. My going vegetarian also saves massive amounts of carbon. The animals that were once bred and killed to feed me are no longer needed, their methane is not being belched and farted into the atmosphere any longer. The transport and refrigeration costs for them and their meat are not needed either.

Many links for Trees for Travel are here -
http://snipurl.com/25z00lt  

My fourth cousin in the Waitakeries told me so much about my ancestor, Leleivre who sailed here from France then had to hide where he was from. The prejudice those French people met here was a real trial.  If I ever read the poem, shown below, in public then some Anglophile people in the audience frown, glower, fold their arms, look away, annoyed. My great-aunts had the family moniker as their second name, so they carried it and my mother told us often about an ancestor who was a Frenchman and schoolteacher in the South Island, somewhere. We kept our history alive until we could investigate it more thoroughly.

The two photos above show my cousin's place, he co-incidentally lives with an old friend of mine, they fly the French flag on their property.

No matter what flag we fly or what politics we may believe in, we all need air to breathe and places to live which are as safe as possible. Planting trees, going vegetarian, recycling, taking care with resources and with each other, these all help the world to be a better place. Caring for each other means we also care for where we live and the quality of life generally. We deserve this.

All cheer and goodness to you, your families and friends in this festive season. Look after each other, in the end that's what always matters, every single day.

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a French schoolteacher sailed here

1840 in the navy ship Comte de Paris

a merchant seaman he rigged and swabbed to travel

then great-great grandfather built a white weatherboard cottage

travelling on whispers and promises

my distant cousin in the Waitakeries told us

Southern Maori wanted to get the English out

but the French captain let the story slip

viewpoints measured and twanged

called in further North on their three month way

by sail to cross the globe from Normandy and the Charente

French families met by the English on the southern coast

stories as private as wine-stores in temperance country

refused permission to land unless they gave up their nation

sixty took English citizenship - permitted to disembark

while five families could afford to sail back to France

over 180 days pull there and back the strength of identity

Lelièvre, (the hare) many spellings five generations on

some great aunts' middle name their secret

much from over a century ago or so silent and lovely

signs and clues in how we dress or flirt and smile

Judy's designer gown salon Lelièvre in Melbourne

a mother-of-pearl sequin and jet bead legacy

inspire admiration without speaking a word

famous indifference to oppression our invisible shield

strangers arrived with contrasts and bewilderment

changed their Francais names and blended stories

kept to their own bay area - a micro-climate and sunny

through talk ages and pages a timeless knowing

cousin surrounded with rimu and kauri explained

the tri-colour flag outside his house in west Auckland hills

our forebears hid their identity in Akaroa

the mythical relief of accepting difference exists

when outsiders appear like thoughts too flip

sticky as a half-cooked pancake could catch or stain

better to wait til everything’s well-heated and palatable

perfume and aromas crowd in remembering

ideas about how French we are turn easily into a kitchen

warm plates and an arm around your shoulder

France quite at home in cupboards and wardrobes

crushed mystery mended with light

talk with flying hands on our mother’s side

drew sensitive friends and roomful conversation

we listen to Edith Piaf with our whole skin

every scrap of music in a swagged room

would Lelièvre have laughed at our common touch

or drawn a story to line his love for Justine?

a Malmanche wife welcomed new arrivals

hands and smiles signal flags from a lit doorway

until we met a fourth cousin's stories in the forest 
we imagined our schoolteacher ancestor with brown hair

still unmarried in a wooden room - desk piled with books

youth a most pleasant way to enshrine

now we know he stopped to gather willow in France

cuttings from Napoleon Bonaparte’s grave to transplant

those trees grow along the Avon River in Christchurch

checking postcards to see how each leaf's grown

while I work with youngsters unable to attend school

his ghost could mend my dreams and find a map

through infinite dark a new unfolding for my little light

mainstream shouts such an icy blast

linked and raw the story a new house frame

demolition timber and plans recovered from a beach

where waves tear towards land like ever and more

to stay true to honour and not simply law

our garden sprouted with artichokes and Swiss chard

thyme and other herbs Francois could recognise

we’d drink red wine, discuss political curiosities

this cabinet of behaviour - some twisted

Justine-Rose explaining better business is kind

the warmest way to greet a guest with salty cheeks

what to wear when homesick enough to swim home

well-dressed is armour against slings and arrows

their imagined memory as strange as a cartoon now

they sit instead behind me and they watch out

the way they did onboard ship with only stars to see them true

reading our astrology in fortunes of shadow

                        http://www.bookcouncil.org.nz/Writers/Profiles/Alexander,%20Raewyn

telephone pole and trees at my cousin's place - Waitakerie Ranges Tamaki Makaurau Auckland NZ